Wednesday, October 27, 2010
I'm just kind of winging it. It being life. I guess we are all winging it but still, I feel behind. I feel like everyone that's where I'm at has everything figured out already. I don't. I don't know what job I want to wake up to everyday. I just feel almost like life is passing me by and I'm not doing what I want to do with it. I just don't know what exactly I want out of life. Does anyone? School is a bore and it's extremely hard for me to find motivation in things that don't interest me in the slightest bit. It's not that I'm lazy because I have motivation to do other things, just not anything that I should be doing basically. I'm just not ready to be settled into the rest of my life. I'm done rambling.
Posted by Matthew at 3:03 AM
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
heyyyyy there. Guess I'm starting this thing up again. Except instead of just ranting on and on about my boring life, I want to start adding daily photos of interesting things I see or do. Maybe they have a blogger app for the iPhone? Not sure yet but I'll get it rolling for anyone who cares. So these days are pretty un eventful. I moved to Kent and basically just ride my bike and chill with friends when they come down. I am in need of a good new book to read, though. I recently read "A Catcher In The Rye" and have to says I'm pretty disappointed in it. Everyone told me how good it was and all that but I really didn't get too much out of it. If you read this check back later tonight for a photo of some kind!!!!
Posted by Matthew at 2:57 PM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
This is going to be way harder than I thought. I'm stuck in this lame city for a while with nothing to do and not too many legitimate people to hang out with. No offense to my friends but sometimes it'd be nice to have more intellectual conversations once in a while. I dont give a shit what drugs fuck you up and how. bleeh. I need a job to keep me busy along with school. Weird to say but unfortunately my classes will only take up an hour or so a day so I'll still have too much free time. Nobody reads this so I dont know why I bother, but maybe I'll post some stuff I've written other places on here. Someeeone followww meeee! I took this photo while sitting at a really nice lake. I'm going to go back soon and shoot some photo's there with my Nikon. Give me motivation! P.S..i miss u like fuck.
Posted by Matthew at 6:45 PM
Things are officially going to blow
Posted by Matthew at 6:38 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
almost a year since an update. lots have changed. i did some things that had to be done to become happier. and its working. its pretty crazy to feel ur stress level coming down so much. i love the new feeling of freedom. i have some ideas for some projects for the future. the problem is always how to start.
Posted by Matthew at 5:47 PM